i think i suffer from insomnia.or more like, really really bad body time organizationGod knows the perfect word to describe.I'm always sleepy by 10, but if I go to bed by them I'd wake up at 3 with nothing to do until about when the sun rises, I'd be able to get some sleep.So I choose to sleep later, at 12 maybe. You know, to build a healthy lifestyle or maybe an attempt to slowly adapt to the days I have to face in future for early classes.But no, I never fall asleep until at least its 3 in the morning or so.If this continues, I'd only be getting a mere 3 hour sleep in future.Maybe I'd put myself to bed by 10 if it persists by then, so that I'd get a fair share of 5 hours of peaceful rests.Sleep at 10?oh my.I used to be so healthy at Korea, sleeping at 12 every night!
there are too many things in life that we have no intentions for.but what hurts most, is when you're blamed for something that you already will carry on as a burden for the rest of your life.thats like rubbing salt, into wound.not able to heal into a scar, just a wound thats bleeding and alive.i wonder how people actually want to lie to themselves as an excuse for them to live on with a happier life, by causing such misery to others. i really hope its temporaryi don't know who you really are, but thank God you have been called to a better place.
French is too hardThai is too hard to pronounceChinese too complicatedJapanese needs KanjiMaybe Tagalog.Er. Just joking...or maybe not.*Youtube mode
raspberry flavoured
spags for christmas month.
smiles for cam
The kids from the church carol choir singing infront of the shop for charityVideos up soon!
thanks Malou!
Merry Christmas!
Red Envelope
ah christmas is here.
the aunt hired the choir to sing infront of her shop Red Envelope tomorrow in Ikano.
love carols.
Joy To The World
just because the glass of water is half filled, you think somebody drank it.just because the floor is wet, you think it rained. just because you feel a little hot, you think its feverjust because you are tired, you think you're stressedjust because you think you're everybody's angel, you assume so.when in fact, you're actually nothing but the lines of a zebra crossing.You think you help save lives, with people stepping over you, and that they won't be able to cross the road without you. You think the traffic lights needs you because you are part of what they call safety.But the truth is, YOU are the one who is need of the traffic light. No matter if its angrily red, patiently yellow, or annoyingly green.People can still cross roads and live their lives without just ANOTHER zebra crossing who thinks she is the only thing that exists that prevents deaths.
this is Xindii. The stickwoman in my previous post.
Update :
Pfft I just had a random internet IQ test and my results turned :
I expected like <100
Oh well, good wrap up for the day.
*smile
i think im psychici think im psychici think im psychic i think im psychici think im psychic i think im psychic i think im psychic i think im psychici think im psychic i think im psychic i think im psychic i think im psychic i think im psychic its not the first time.
Introducing : The Crew
Lim Sze Ye and Natalie.
Eh actually cover like that cause got pimple scar pfft
What will you be?
went for a swim today but decided to stop after barely 30 minutes because Ginny was freezing despite being in the water, and nearly died when she came out of it pfft. I was all hungry as well so I wasn't very in the mood to do tiring stuff - swimming, cycling, talking etc.Sze Ye and I fell asleep in the mobile cockroach pet zoo (you don't want to know what/where it exactly is!) after our shower at Xindi's. What's wrong with our stamina seriously. You cut me open and I keep bleeding.
Trying not to hear but they talk so loud,
Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal is to keep me from falling,
Do you have secrets?I sure bet I doWould you fall in love with a girl/ boy younger than you?I doubt so but I don't see why not if he doesnt act that way.
Do you enjoy going to college?
We'll see what happens next year. Most probably.
What would you do with a billion dollars? Get myself a car, import the best stationaries, redecorate my room, change my room's light, get presents for certain people, and put the rest in the bank. Money make money!
Will you fall in love with your best friend?
I wouldn't boldly say no.
Which is more blessed, loving someone, or being loved by someone?Definitely being loved by someone.
List 5 recently watched movies - Christine, Twilight, James Bond3, Poseidon, The Miracle Worker.
If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
I won't do anything.
List 5 favourite TV shows. We Got Married, Family Outing..
I actually don't watch the local programs alot.You have any regrets?
I wouldn't say 100% but there should be some that I'm not aware of.
How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Running across the zebra crossing with 8 files in hand.
What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Truthfully, I'm not very sure now but she must be happy.
Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor?
I'd rather be single and rich.
What is your favourite colour?Dark blue, Ferrari Red
Would you give all in a relationship? Too many answers unveiled but I suppose not.
I think I value myself too much to do so but who knows what will happen.
First five words that popped into your mind right now.
Tired, Cautious, Random, Birthday, Stereo
What are the top five places on your "to-go"list?
Bangkok, Taiwan, Paris, New Zealand, Korea
Name three things you would like to do, but would not be able to?
To bungee jump from the tallest point in the world, to try speeding in a car with no risk of dying, to sing like Charice Pempengco
7 people I have tagged are
Don't normally tag because nobody I know does them,
UPDATE : I made this poll at the left sidebar, please complete it if you'd like. Your identities wouldn't be exposed so no sweat!
"이제 대학생이다" 라고 선생님께서 하셨다.그순간에 세상의 모든것이 멈춘건같았다. 이제부터 알게되었다. 뒤돌아볼수없는걸.I finally applied for college today.To, anybody who's been envious of my loong holiday, today is the day you should start to bring a little smile.
It's only been a year since I was an official academically certified student but I've experienced and seen so much more than I did throughout the 15 years I've been in Sri Garden.
Today is the 15th of December.
-Psychological and bodily dependence on a substance or practice which is beyond voluntary control
It's been awhile since Alshin left the variety program WGM, and that also marked the end of my subtitling days but my hands are starting to get itchy and I'm looking for RANDOM things to translate and subtitle.I hope this "addiction" goes away when classes start because I don't need to find myself pausing at every 3.78seconds of a video to input translated dialogues with a stack of homework chucked away in my bag by then.I tried googling thenatstory and most of it relates to Alshin wth.Why larh can't I translate English to English.So maybe by then I can link myself to President Obama pfft.Oh well, its only 12.41 in the midnight and Im starting to garb.Goodnight now.
I was talking to Shanna about my transportation problem to college in future and suggested that I may take the train. She declined the idea and I told her it was going to be okay because my friend takes it as well and thinks its fine safety wise.So she told me that's not the problem and I was wondering what else could be it until she saidDo you really think you can wake up on time to get down the station?
She never believes in anything that has got to do with solely me and the public transportation because I sleep literally everywhere. The cab, the subway, the park, etc.So here's a funny one that came into mind.I was at Sam's house for dinner back in Seoul, as it was getting late, about 7 in the evening, I left the place because it would take me about 20-40 minutes (depending if I catch the subway on time) to get home. I caught the right tube the time I got off the escalator so I thought it was the luckiest day because I never failed to catch the wrong tube.But I was wrong.I DID get on the wrong tube, and to make things worst, I slept in the subway because I thought it was going to take me about 30 minutes, but hello guess what. When I opened my eyes, I was at this unfamiliar station which name I have never heard of which means that station wasn't anywhere near where I usually go round. So I thought, GRR not another wrong tube and just decided to get off the tube when I realized I not only went on to the wrong tube, but I'm only 3 stops away from the final station. And final stops of each subway line = Outer Seoul.:OHere's a map of where my INITIAL travel would be Red = Where I should have headed along.
And this was what happenedRed = Big Uh-OhPink = Right way home
So I realized what was happening, called Shanna to tell her I can't meet her in Sinchon and she was dumbfounded when she heard I was in Incheon. No, not Incheon Airport but Incheon. It's like, how Kuala Lumput International Airport isn't KL.I got off the train, took another one of the opposite side, and was maybe just one of the 3-4 passengers in the tube itself because it was outer seoul pfft. It took me about 2 hours to get back to where I had to transit home, because the stops in the outer seoul are not even as quarter as frequent as they are in the city. So I finally transit, I waited for anoter 20 minutes until I got to the station near my house. another 10 minutes for the bus.I don't know what happened in between, but I remember being home a few minutes away from 11PM. Sigh.
Let's hope I dont miss classes with such similiar cases.
decided to host my pictures in Photobucket so pictures wont be that mini anymore.anyways here a pic of me without make up for those who have never seen me without it pfft.
and also because there's no smiley picture on this page
For those searching for the OST of World's Within/The World They Live In(그들이 사는세상) , here's the download link. I spent a week looking for it so I thought I could help.
성시경 - 연연 / Sung Si Kyung - Love Love - DOWNLOAD
(temporarily) Gone were those days I could gobble in 4 bowls of rice, 2 pans of pizza's, or 2 sets of Large Big Macs.
Remember my "secret plan" I mentioned about when I came back from Seoul? Well, I was up for it for about 2 weeks and it slowly creeped into the corner of my lists of undones. Ya allah it was about going on a diet (for once!) because I weighed myself the day I came back (there wasn't any weighing machines at home in Seoul) and found that I was 7KG heavier 6 months ago, before I left for the land of kimchi.
Oklah, don't want to lie to you.I already knew before I came back.
I accompanied Shanna to the hospital 2 months into staying in Seoul and weighed myself. When I saw what I saw. The first thought that came into my mind was
"Shit. My mother is going to kill me!".
I was in literal shock and couldnt let myself believe that 2 months of red peppered kimchi seasoned everythings could put me to this. Where did the daily walks go to? My legs got me EVERYWHERE in Seoul and didn't they say walking could help! I wasn't normally the kind who would scream over gaining 0.5KG-3kg but 7KG was something I thought I needed to fix one. Still being able to fit in (patheticly) in my clothes was my only excuse for not starting to exercise.
So I came back, and my mom nearly couldnt recognize me in the airport.
The first thing she told me was "YOUR THIGHS LIKE PORK THIGHS!"
Aiyoh, I knew she would say such things so I actually wore an oversized jumper over a pair of thighs underneath my knee length boots with my hair droping over my face like the usual haunting figures you would see in a horror movie.
I still continued to eat though, but was completely cut off snacks.
but only lost about one kg or so.
soon enough, I couldnt bother about it anymore and just chose to laze around like normal lah grr why so mafan pfft.
Two days ago, I stepped on the machine again and found out I lost about 5KGs out of nowhere. Then only I realized, I haven't been able to finish a quarter bowl of rice for the past few days. A QUICK meal or two and I would call it a day. It's like the amount doesn't matter as long as I know that I have taken my "meal".
Aiyah I so sad why cannot eat that much now. I used to feel stronger. Now I'm always yawning (I always did pfft).
Today I only ate a bowl of yeemee at about 9AM and a bowl of kimchi soup with less 2 scoops of rice and now I'm SO full I need to sit up straight so that I'd not feel my intestines are twitching to breath (aiyah something like that lah)
I must be ha.ving an eating disorder.
Nick too. But the total opposite.
He's having a meal every 3-4 hours. and he is only a few KGs away from me.
Maybe he can turn into Mojo JoJo if this persists for two months or so.
Or maybe he's just growing.
Or maybe my eating soul and his exchanged during our sleep pfft!
I really very sik dak and kuat makan one wor.
:(
Did a quick calculation of my internet profiles since 2002 till date.
I have above 20 IDs flying over the internet I lost track where i used them.
Blame the weird hobby
January 5th.Finally, the day has come.It's been a looong time since I studied. The last time was for a debate for finales.Classes, here I come!
When I first laid hands on Minesweeper, I thought it was the most ridiculous game ever invented because they never told the players how to solve it. It was just a game of luck to me. It still is, but in another sense.
I spent at least a couple of years, infront of the board wondering how to solve the game. Asked some friends, Youtube and googled it up but all they taught was tricks to finish it. Tricks I never understood at all. Like for example clicking Ctrl+Shift and the traps will show up. What more ridiculous is Astro had this game too, but they renamed it to Pirate Trap or something I don't remember. But I recently found out how to play the stupid game, and it only took me a simple 2 minute read at the Help tab.
And it has so far been my best game I have ever aced (or the only I have completed).Long live Minesweeper!And...grr we were all having a conversation the other day and I remember reading about a someone who finished the cube in 5 seconds but Marcus said tht it was 7 so I thought I exaggerated my memory so I came home and googled it up and TADAH. MARCUS CHEE!! >:(Siapa say no 5 seconds!!
I suspect he don't go blog hopping (grr so uncool of you!)this must be the only picture of him in lipstick! ;D
Dinners have always been takeaways.
And I can't think of a better way to have a scrumptious dinner.
Tsk.
December is here. It frustrates me that some malls have already begun to play Chinese New Year songs rather than everybody's favorite Christmas carols. Beautiful skylights and Christmas trees are everywhere in malls but with an accompaniment of CNY songs? Not quite.
Applying for college somewhere this month in Taylors for Mass Communication.I guess that leaves only about a month for me to lengong at home. I haven't figured out how in the world am I going to get to college. Sigh! Have been hearing too many complaints from all kinds of people who get there be it by car, public transport, car pool etc etc.
Frankly, I'm pretty excited about it as I have been idle and doing nothing for the past few months after I completed what I had to do in Korea. Many have asked, if I regret what I did (etc : wasting my time?). Well, nothing has gone to waste and I never regretted a second being in Korea since it was what I opted to do there anyways. Initially my plans were to study interpration and translation but it was only offered in Graduate School so there is no way Im able to get in without a diploma.
Nobody knows if I'll stil end up doing interpretation but hey, I've been spending my life insisting that I want to do Mass Com since I was fourteen so I guess its down to what I've been wanting to do. If everything goes well, a mass media interpretor? Not as easy as it seems. Would be lovely if it was.
I hope that answers questions.
Many have thought I chose to give up being in Korea before this so, maybe that would help.
More like, the Korean government didn't let me stay after I completed my course. I had one more level to graduate it officially but I'd have to wait about 4 terms at least (that equals to about a year) and since I could sit for the certification right here in Malaysia, I can always do some self study and take it for certification if for anything.
Have been losing contact with many but Moon Yee is coming back 6th so I guess that's when we'll have a little gathering? /glee
I no longer watch WGM in full,only catching up with Ant but caught a small glimpse of it yesterday and Marco annoys me to life. Pinching every little essence from the others (coughalshincough) I'm almost glad Im not watching it.
this is Xindii.
