someone hacked one of my friends account and used my name. *blinks*
i ate this super big cube of sugar today.cubes actually.some sort of coconut honey sugar material type of candy *_* i think i ate the almost the whole pack of it. some kind of diabetes im gonna get.its so nice, not because its sweet. its the powdery part. its a cube of powdery sugar which melts in your mouth leaving a mint feeling without tasting minty. okay. complicating. anyway, its just nice to me :D
ntg else much.
Holidays are over. I spent most of the time onlining and PSing with my brother.
By the way, i was browsing through some blogs today. went to check one of my friends blog which is no longer updated. had a peek anyway. oh well, no new posts but guess what. new hot comment. :) and that particular comment made me feel so disgusted. not angry. not sad. not shocked. just disgusted. i wonder how can double-headed monsters still can survive being nice and innocent all these while in our eyes. and i really wonder what did he say to the person who gave this particular comment. no names mentioned. dont worry.
sometimes i feel that, talking nicely to both sides and chilling them down would just do the trick. why go around being satayman?. plus i dont see any benefits. does doing that make the person like you more?. does doing that make u better person?. make u feel so nice. look. i dont wanna say anything much. but theres one thing i dont understnad. i never told u anything bad about anyone. but why would you want to go telling the whole worth your so-called facts about me. oh yes tht person dont understand me that well eventhough she has been my long-time friend and yes, we have lots of misunderstanding. but can u just please keep your mouth shut. heating it all up isnt going to get u anywhere. i think its pretty obvious who im chanting about, if you're involved that is. please la for heavens sake. what are u craving for man. why the hell you wanna speak words like that. no, i do not know what freaking thing u actually said but i can already predict. as always as always as always.
i do not know what the heck is the problem with me. if there is so much about you to rant about to everyone. then maybe i must really look up myself. some check up or something, maybe. so many things can be mentioned about me. i am just so sick of this tht its already..PREDICTABLE. alright. i even see people saying that my best friends are blind if they are best friends with me. if i have not good qualities of being a friend, then i am sorry. but i am just so freaking bothered by this stupid subject that i think this is something major in my life which is interupting me. oh yes i can tell everyone that i am not bothered, i dont care, but i just can just say they are LIES. i am not someone who ignores insults about me. excuse me. who likes insults. but saying something like being friends with me is like having blind eyes. its just something so..hurtful. nvm its over. since a long time ago. im sorry if im bringing this up but i dont know why am i talking about htis either.
back to my topic.
my gentleman, if you really do want to stay as a nice person. pelase la. im nto saying that u are constantly insulting me behind my back but i do not find myself offending you in any way. infact i think i have been quite a NORMAL friend to u.i do not know what have you been firing up behind me but i am sure you are someone who i will be very cautious of. i thought i was tlaking about you in my previous few post. no. but now i AM talking about you. i really hope this is VERY obvious for you.
ugh. beasts wont get anywhere. talk as much as you like and i hope you get your mouth burned.
i mean it.
and dont ask me who is the one concerned. im just trying to send him a message telling him im not happy with what he did. i do not get fired up with ppl easily. im not a very sensitive person. sometimes when things dont go my way. i will try to talk to whomever misundersrstands me or is angry with me. i jsut feel better that day. i do not make fights. i ONLY make them when i get accused. and that is the only reason to be explained on the few quarrels i have in my life. in fact i am already friends with someone who i had my biggest quareel ever. quite good infact beacsue all's well explained to each other.not anything else. i just HATE to be accused. thank you. i jsut hope you have already stopped this act.
please.
Here, i would like to clarify that i am not depressed by what happened in the previous post.Thanks for caring, for those who asked :)
Im dying from hunger now.
Help me.
Heeeeellppppppp.
*faints*
(999!!)
