thenatstory.com: May 2005

Thursday, May 26, 2005

The Nat Story (34)

mmph.

just finish my folio for KH. had to do everything in like what.. one day?. We were given 2 days notice that there's gonna be such folio to be done. but nobody said it has to be up in 2 days?! In other schools, they were given this project since February-March. Its sort of unfair because some classes didnt even know what to do. Teachers just gave some really really simple briefing telling us to just draw and splurt everything about the project, today. like, hello..who doesnt know that. this must be the lamest project i have done. but im still happy with it as it was a 2-3 hour work. with just 10 pages i guess :p woopsz. what can teacher expect for a one day project. mmph. lazy teachers, their fault >:(

and so..

not going to school tomorrow. there's this "Run For Charity" thing. :) Its actually a good thing, but im just not interested myself. nyahnyah meanie me. well, i just dont wanna run!. some are even worst, they threw the form the moment they see it and shout "OMG is this Sri Garden. Only cheap government schools ask for money". knockknock, its for CHARITY. not for school la my dearsss. and the way they say CHEAP government schools, no comment.

aikz i just realised its already 1.00.

did i mention i just finished a not-so-pretty folio? =D

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was really pissed at my classmates today. majority of them wasnt cooperating for party funds. if it wasnt for the girls, i would have gave up already. nobody planned anything. thanks to some who brought drink/snacks and such. had to go rush them to give in funds if they want a party. no money, no talk. thats when the pizza comes. all came up with "aiyo, aso no money" "next week lar next week". i was like, "helooo.you wanna pay next week, then go to Pizza Hut yourself" nobody had the team thing within us. I was so pissed even after they gave in 10 bucks. Mates from other classes just barge in and had their hands sticking out waiting for some. Rather mad at them, but they didnt get their share. But some who paid less got extra slices. Freaaaking frustrated to the point that i cleaned everything up when they were halfway done and didnt even bother to find anything more for them to party. So, nothing happened and classes resumed. I guess they started to realise they went overboard as alot stop and watched me throwing everything. who cares.

what an amazing class. =) MUACKZ!. i just lurveeee you people.

despite all that jazz, still had fun performing Tong Hua and Graduation for Teachers Day.

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sigh.

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

The Nat Story (32)

if i had RM 1000 to spend for day.

i would go shopping for everything to enhance my pencilcase.

i would look out for accessories.

i would hang around in Kinokuniya.

i would spend time in Cold Storage.

i would buy mini gifts for thoughtful friends.

i would download lots and lots and lots of stuff for my K700i

and last of all, if i still had extra cash....

i would go shopping for clothes/shoes =D

that is if i had RM 1000 to spend in a day.

not tooo greedy am i?.

*smiles*

Monday, May 23, 2005

The Nat Story (31)

er exams over.

im still fine.

nothing to blog about.

boring week i had.

goodbye.

*blinks*

Sunday, May 15, 2005

The Nat Story (30)

omg, i just noticed that im so lazy.

i think everyone is offline studying and im still online. but who cares? ill be offline from today onwards cracking up my books which i hardly understand at all =)

I was browsing through my Friendster. Hadn't been logging in for MONTHS. Started editing my profiles and such two days ago. what a description i made for myself. hmmhhmm!. well then, today i scrolled through my testimonials. gee, so many pathetic testimonials. they do not describe me. i think my "TESTIMONIAL" column is more suitable to be addressed as "GUESTBOOK". Majority of them are pictures. GEEZ. But one stood out among all the pathetic ones; this. READ AND LAUGH YOURSELF OUT. Becasue he typed it himself and i found it quite true. and i giggled. =D

Natalie is currently holding a major record of being one of the most unbelievably boring person I've ever talk to in my life. According to Dr.Kuntet frm the Institute of Human Research in Kathmandu Natalie has also suffered from Lazymentism, which is a disease of inhumane laziness, such is it's disastrous effect on a human that even lifting up a cup of coffee from a table would require a victim to think more than twice. In her case, just pushing a key from the keyboard would require an hour-long consideration. At a press conference in Rome, when asked why she was incredibly lazy, it took her almost 7 hours to finish her sentence which says "sorry can you repeat that again?". Natalie also has an unexplained habit of always typing => lol <= whenever she's interneting. Experts believe that it was a form of religious symbol she use to protect her from evil spirits in the internet.

how did u find it? hahaha. funny eh. ;P

Then, i found some piano scores which i waited for weeks to arrive from some users online. Quite happy. I thought i could never find it. Will be working on the scores right after my exams!. [or maybe in between em] WEEE!. XD

Omg and i have something really good to tell u people!.

I FINALLY DREAMT.

I FINALLY DREAMT.

I FINALLY DREAMT.

@#$^&*^%!?;',$@#%^

Infact, i was awaken by my laughter in the dream!. I dreamt of somebody making my laugh so hard that i had an ache in my tummy. It was so hard that i rose up, stared at the clock and noticed it was already 2pm. Hmm!. amazing tht my mum didnt wake me up. Did a little bit of revision, not much learnt. Exam is tomorrow and im worried because im not in the EXAM FEVER yet! and thats something to worry about =(

actually, i had another dream the other day. it wasnt a very good dream so its quite rude to write here as it wasnt very, nice. but i guess i had it because that was what which i always thought about =/ but i do not wish what i dreamt to happen though. so..yeah. it couldnt and it wouldnt. I would kick myself for ever dreaming about that. i wasnt very impressed at myself eventhough i longed for a dream since i moved everything in my room to a diff position.[which i believe made me stop dreaming for days]

but im glad to announce tht im starting to dream again. every nap and sleep i take. i dream *smiles sweetly*

yes, my life is so much based on dreams. now u see why i call my life a story ^^.

I can actually spend my whole night blogging infront my monitor. OMG i have soo much to write but clueless of where and what to start about *_*

right. i got 23/30 for my trial composition in class and im deeply dissapointed, maybe mainly bcasue the compo was supposed to be quite an easy piece =( It was supposed to be a 150 words[i think] essay but i wrote like, what? 250 plus?! there goes my few marks. geram saja!

I also realise that i am getting lesser and lesser interested in going out. People have been asking me to go for tea but i refuse to. Maybe because i think they are getting to me to get another person as they always fail to contact her. =) which makes me feel so bad because they dont really look for me, for me. thanks. but there are friends who look for me, for me too.thanks.You people know who you are ;) In fact i do not know what can i do with the people who does stuff like that. making me the so-called bridge. bleh. sideways, sometimes they just seem too innocent. cant tell it to their face because they have been very good friends. ;D

i guess nobody would understand what i have just said! EEK! CRISIS!

So amazed by our lifes actually. We teenagers. So young yet so many problems. And we just luurvee to get ourselves it the "all are right" situations =.=". They can get so endless creating more misunderstandings,fights, quareels and so many more negatives. What would become of us when we grow older. Into adults, into grannys. Would we still face the same problem or is this just a typical teenagers life?. But, having probleems are part of perfection for a teenagers life. i couldnt imagine someone having a PERFECT life with completely no problem. OMG, what a statue life. No excitement. No loud voices. One word :-

boooooriinnnggg.

was clearing up my file today. it was enough to fill a box and save it for paper-gumball fights. >:D nyahahaha. talking about ball fights, i was looking through my pictures today. So many pictures. Priceless ones. Ones which could never be taken again. etc my beijing ones. i could never experience the temperature there anymore. that was an example. =)

I have been sniffing up alot of scents lately. Alot made me remember my past. One was the strongest, my hand soup. It brought back my form 1 memories, i dont know why. *_* Alot have changed since Form 1. But i guess it was one of the best years because we were so innocent by then.no, im not trying to point tht im a baaaad girl now but, i bet im naughtier than i was in form 1 =/ we expressed happiness and joy by talking like 3 year-olds. In fact i still hear babytalks now in school among my friends. Instead of joining, i actually think back and try to babytalk my friend too. but i just couldnt get into the mood anymore. i wasnt in the mood to do anything i did in form 1. except for talking like "The Plastics" with Amanda and Moonz =/

Talking about "The Plastics", i havent watched Mean Girls yet. *rolls eyes* i wanted to buy the original vcd but it only came in DVD form so i thought of paying a visit to some pasarmalam's. right. all songs =.=" i didnt get anything except a few cds for my dad. hmph.

ill just about stop here now. longest post i think.

till i blog again. ;)

Friday, May 13, 2005

The Nat Story (29)

4.00 AM

Online (15)

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im here in the middle of the night still.

yeay. =.="

everything is normal except for the fact tht just 7 is online.

bored.

The Nat Story (28)

my MSN broke down.

my MSN broke down.

MY MSN BROKE DOWN.

*screams* blame me, and the meegos >:( i was soooo curious about the moving meego's and frustrated because i couldnt see it move using my old 6.2 version. So, my itchy hands basically went and d/l the latest version. everything was fine, i was looking forward to the moving winks, meegoz etc.but when i opened my contact list,it showed me a COMPLETELY blank page and i was like #!$%#$%#^.!!!

Everything is fine besides that. Exams are just around the corner. Eck!. Im deeply doubting my results. =S Wiisshh mee lucckkk!.

edit :: happy belated birthday maysuen! take lotsz of care my dear ;D

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

The Nat Story (27)

Omg, i have officially stopped dreaming for 4 consecutive sleep and naps! That's soo not me and im getting worried =/ some say its good and it means that we slept comfortably. But its a totally different story for me, i ALWAYS dream!

Dreams come to me as a memory for the day. I think of what i dreamt in the morning. I think of what i dreamt in the evening. And i have nothing left to recall! No dreams!. =(

wish me luck tonite.

omg im so dreamless.

Monday, May 09, 2005

The Nat Story (26)

i didnt dream today during my nap.

Something is wrong. =(

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changed my template, again. i got soo bored with it. lets pray this stays looooonng. >:D

and omg, im soooo obsessed with Mango Loh's. Ive been paying visits to this shop next to Soo Kee in Jln Imbi. Eck. Yesterday while i was in the shop, there was this cuteee fei chai next to me. I think hez around 12-13. omg his cheeks were oh, so rosy! sepet eyes! round facee!. wanted to take his picture secretly but i had a keen feeling tht he knew because he kept turning away!

went to Fiesta Pasta today in Ikano for brunch(breakfast+lunch). Woah i had a whole plate of spaggheti to myself[wee =O], half of macheronis, and another bit of some pasta. And they dont come in small portions y'know, the come in big portions. yumyum, they best part was they had extra cheeeseee. i lurveee Fiesta Pasta. Italian food just turns me on. Heekz!.

Then, i roamed Popular for a period of time. I can spend hours and hours in a bookstore, any bookstore.Couldnt do much because my aunty was there keeping me "company", which i resisted at first.Nobody can do anything much with grown-ups around.Not close-minded ones, at least.I was actually looking for some really gooood thesaurus. Found Collins at last and wanted to go paay until my aunt came along and blab me on what a waste of money it is on such a mini book which costs RM 25. Hello? The 25 bux could make me ace my english papers confidently! She insisted me on paying her a visit this coming Saturday to check out her 6-7 year old thesaurus. Does she have any ideaa how much can the world progress in these few years?. She and my other aunt was already biting me on the way i dress the morning saying i was way too young to dress how i am dressing. Hello? I was just wearing a polo tshirt,skirt. basically they were picking on my heels and handbag. You call that mature? Everytime i go sleeveless or skirt, they go blabbing. Once, they even asked me what was i up to dressing like that. I was like, huh? Guess i have to wear KiKiLala when i meet them. Maybe OshGoshBeGosh will do too. Only these two aunts are discouraging. Even my grandmother dont utter a word. neither my mum nor my dad. I would really like them to know that this is how i wear outside with my friends and with them. unlike some other people who dress so conservatively while with their families, and over exaggerating outside. they should be thankful. i see some juniors wearing waaaayy more mature than i do. As long as i feel comfortable then enough la, thts me. they can shut up. instead they want to blab. *rolls eyes* Maybe they are just "over-loving". =/ who blames aunties :p

Well, anyway i will still get my hands on the thesaurus no matter how!

*grrrr*

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

The Nat Story(24)

Right. I got dimerits today just because i forgot my uniform [as usual]. I mean like hello? You see other students walk pass and you dont dimerit them?! Now i see the clear meaning of pinpoint. *elk*

Sunday, May 01, 2005

The Nat Story (23)

Right, congratulate me because i have already loose my squeaky voice as i wasted it all on my LOUD LOUD laughSs last night because of Chris' stupid caller ringtone. Hahaha. Thigns are getting so ridiculously funny these days haha. Even thinking of it made me giggle to my screen for a few seconds. LOL

My blog hasnt very nice songs so scroll down the taskbar on the right and choose your favourite one. This template has quite a problem loading too, so..refresh everytime u couldnt get through. Talking about blogs, try going to this. Its a shared blog. Bloggers are Moon Yee,Emily, I and Amanda. We're sharing thoughts there. Er, way toOoOo free i guess =D. Kinda cool though.

Alot of things have been happening lately. Mostly not-so-happy ones. Well i just wish everything goes fine a.s.a.p. It a sad thing that not everyone is fully aware of what is circling them in life. Hmm, i just found out that this happy-go-lucky friend of mine is actually having major problems herself despite her smiley relax face which she tends to auction off to everyone out there. Dig her little witty heart out and feel her pain. =/ Dont judge a book by its cover. A phrase i frequently use.

Another example is that we have soo many wicked people near us. Some we thought they werent dangerous, some we were actually cautious of. But dont underestimate people. No matter how elegant,how quiet is one, never EVER leave your eyes off. something may be crawling up to your sleeves and - bite. ouch. Revenge is a thing in life, which some in a mind of every little person on earth. But think widely..wont you win without even doing anything? The silence attack u may call. Im not so sure about the surroundings lately. So young yet we are filled with so many problems which some, we put ourselves into. Helping more would just make the one in trouble to be filled with MORE trouble. This issue has been buzzing around alot of people's mind for the pass few months. And i still do not understand the need of winning in it.

Sometimes when a person talks pitifully, we symphatize them. Normal reaction you call it. Yes. i do not object. But if its concerning two or more parties, why not consult the rest before you judge the whole thing by just one story? im not trying to say that the one talking to you is wrong but maybe a little bit of here and there might do good..hmm? Conclusion is all about FULL observation. Not only one side. I believe you learn that in science, dont you.Some speak out to friends about their feelings. But what about those who dont brag about it? Does that mean they are not in pain? Sometimes they are just to lost. They do not even know how to expand their thoughts. Clueless of what to do, clueless of what to say, clueless of revenge.

Just.....Clueless.

"Lessons are not learnt,till experienced"

a qoute i made for myself few months back. I think its pretty true though. You always believe in something, and when someone pops up to u one day and say this this this this and that wil happen. You just go "nahhhhh..your just over imaginative". But time goes by and you start realising that it IS actually happening, whatever the person said. And u shake your head and just take it as a lesson. I believe alot has went through these. Well, just sharing. (".)

What goes around comes around... so, who cares.

Hmm